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hello

What's goin on in here

Hello, I'm dead. You?

>>9116 I'm also dead

Do you know when will bring us back to life again? I'm hungry for some living flesh

How do you do, fellow hikarins >>9114 This artist is so clean I studied a bit of their stuff before, I can only hope to draw knight grills half as good some day. Apparently it's rimworld fanart?

>>9119 what makes you think I do

>>9119 what's the artist name? honestly i found the other pic on safebooru lol.

>>9120 How do you don't, fellow hikarin >>9121 Gemi Ningen as the filename says there are still more rat knights to see among others

>>9122 >How do you don't, fellow hikarin hikariiiiin getting out of bed is like climbing a steep mountain i'm not sure what's wrong but lately my mind's been completely fucked. it's not that i feel bad or something, i'm just lethargic. there are no feelings, no anything. i just don't care about anything and can't make myself do anything.

>>9190 do you take mental health medication by chance? that's how i felt when i was taking antidepressants and antipsychotics.

>>9193 i wish, but i am fucked even without medication

>>9193 i remember hoping i'd get medicated and then i got adhd meds and became fucking miserable now i just stick to caffeine man.. i don't even wanna know how i'd be like on antidepressants when i'm already awfully numb and unmotivated...

>>9195 if you aren't actively struggling with things like self harm or suicidal thoughts then i'd be skeptical of medication. i'm not saying to avoid them, i'm no doctor, but in my experience they're best for stabilizing you so you don't off yourself. i think things like proper sleep, proper diet, exercise, socialization, having fulfilling pastimes, etc are much more long-term solutions. remember that it takes a lot of small steps to travel long distances. praying for you hikarins.

>>9196 yeah i defo agree with that.. i do struggle with self harm but i think there's a different origin to that than depression, at least for me. i don't think i have the "classic" type of depression, if that makes sense? i do have depressive episodes, but i generally have an unstable mood. can go in the other direction too. i don't know, i might have bipolar.. or cptsd. i don't know. i'm not looking for advice or armchair diagnoses, i'm just thinking out loud. i should ask my psych at my next appointment... hoping though. never stop trying hikarins... there's awesomes in life if you know where to look for them

>>9190 I've been feeling like this recently too